Mentally Yelling

Why the hell can't she listen to me?
She can say whatever she wants but I have no right to talk.
If she says something that hurts me I have no right to feel hurt but if I say something that hurts her then everything falls apart.
Why is she like that?
And why do I feel hurt whenever she says those things? It's not the first time that we argue like this so why can't my heart get used to this and not feel anything at all.

I don't want to feel like this...