I've been feeling super happy these days... even right now and I want to believe that I'll be happy the next days as well.
Happiness is not the only emotion that I've been feeling though.
Anxiety, curiosity, nervousness and fear. It's a mix of all that. It's kind of strange.
Well, it's normal to feel anxiety and curiosity about the next days but nervousness and fear I think it's kind of silly. At least fear, but I can't stop feeling like that.
I'm happy in a moment and then in the other I'm asking myself "But what if...?".
I have so many questions with "If this...If that...".
I'm afraid of his thoughts and reactions.
Hm... but if I believe in myself then I should believe in him as well.
I don't actually have any reason to not trust in him.
I want to trust.
To believe that nothing will change. That the feelings will stay the same.
I want to live the present moment so I will forget those fears.
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